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2007-10-08 -- 12:49 a.m.

i've reached the "im not studying" point.

so im waiting for my dear to sleep, but it's got some printing to do.. so im making use of this waitin for him time to blog.

today we had my grandma's 60th birthday celebration. all my maternal side ppl came. which is damn cool, cos we hardly get everybody down at the same time. thanks to my mom, the organiser.

somehow it was kinda weird, cos i didn't say a word to my grandma. i didn't really realized, until after the whole thing ended.
wells.. i really love my grandma.. cos she brought me up.

dinner was alright, alot of 'good' food, cos 2 tables cost more than 1K already. we had prawns, fish, lobster, shark's fin, abalone and sea cucumber, duck, scallops.. and my favourite yam paste, and more.. expensive food, but not really very nice la. :(

finance test on sat was disgusting.

then i was super tired.
so my poor dear had to go home.
cos we met in amk, then it was so crowded we cldn't lunch, so i suggested yishun. then after lunch, i said im too tired and i wanna go home... so poor dear has to go home, from yishun to geylang.
then i slept and slept and slept. when i woke up, my whole family has gone out for good, and it was already 8.30pm. then i watched some tv and ate maggie mee, and i cldn't stop watching tv.

then i slept.
and slept and slept.
cldn't wake up this morning either.
fucking tired.

all the projects, the late nights, the staring at my lapping which is bad for my eyes. AND HAVING PERIOD at the same time is just KILLING ME.

im finally off panadols. so i feel much much better.

econs test tmr.
i am so dead.
i managed to churn out the cheatsheet.
and this cheatsheet took me the ENTIRE TODAY to produce. and it's really dumb cos i duno how useful it'll be.
u noe the saying goes that when it's 'open-book', the info u bring in is usually not wad's going to be asked.
i just hope it's not as dead as Finance.

and now i wanna sleeeeeep.
im tired all the time!!
just lately.
im sure it's the period thing.

lalala... econs test tmr.
tuition.
maybe another tuition.
maybe meet dear.

rarrrh... i hate the projects la. sucha waste of time. like seriously, dont they know we all have different schedules?

and all the 'work life's gonna be worse'.. yes i agree. but at least for most of us, working hours is 9-5. now it's like we're on standby round the clock for projects. wth...

but then again, there's nothing in my end of yr holidays that im looking forward to. no holidays. no special occasions. nor events. or whatever shit. maybe i should have agreed to go penang with dear and his family. budden penang is like how boring. bahs. i wanna go hk, taiwan!!! i'ld love to go europe, but i know it's way out of budget, so nvm.

hais... econs test tmr.. how sad is this.
and i seriously dont understand my econs well. im getting easily confused with all the curves.. the IS LM AD AS and i duno wad else. the expansionary, contractionary fiscal/monetary, what price level, what what what.... omg...
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