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2007-10-14 -- 1:56 a.m.

its abt 2am now.
im supposed to be sleeping, but my mind's not allowing me to.

the day went alright. nothing too nice happened. but it was fine.

just before i decided to sleep, something triggered my red alert mode.

something feels wrong. something is wrong.

i don't know if i'm being overly sensitive. likely i'm not.
i think sometimes i pick up signals quite alright.
and i'm sensing something real bad.
like calm before the storm.

god
i can't sleep.