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2007-10-23 -- 11:37 p.m.

lalala, feeling quite happy today.. and since i had a loooooong day today, i've decided to reward myself with a good night's rest, without doing any work, or thinking about any work.

and of course, you're like closest bestie right now. who knows everything and anything. so yeaa... as the saying goes, you can always change your boyfriend, but it's harder to find a new best friend. -oops-

generally except for friday afternoon, all other time can be shared with you!!! cos the more the merrier!! :)

okiess... as most of the sem has gone by... i've began to see how below average i am. finance way below average. econs barely made it. and ya, basically there's nothing im average or above. so sad. to think that i've put in so much more time into this sem. maybe i AM a 3.5... better not drop. i will -cry-

today's a really good albeit looooong day.

met meiy at 8am, to go sch..
9am biz comm meeting,
10am finance... totally boring...
12noon lunch with meiy...

lunch was very fun. haha.. we chat quite alot of nonsense... then laugh laugh.. the MC went crazy cos meiy and i ate so much. then my fren made me buy banana for her... as i was walking back from the canteen, i was very aware that i was carrying a banana, cos i realized ppl were also aware that i was holding one.

2pm AIS lect, meiy attended with me, hehe... she always does so. which is good, i dont really have good friends in my accounting course, quite unfortunately.

4pm AIS tutorial. sux sux sux. the module itself can be quite interesting, but it's the workload that is so omg.

6pm finance tutorial, was late cos AIS dragged on, 2hours tutorial still not enough, then a grp of us had to zao on the dot cos finance got quiz.
quiz was quite easy, luckily.

7pm END OF SCHOOL. sky was already dark.
meiy sms me.. so sweet of her. she just left. i dind't manage to catch her, otherwise i'ld met her thrice a day. hahahaa...

so i went to NTU to find my dearest boyfriend, and crashed his Crime and Punishment lecture. the lecturer is really good, very clear, very aware of her ideas and stuffs, subtle sense of humour. but ya, ben n his fren dont like, cos the topic is abit off la. anw he SU it, so nvm. :

went dinner...
then ben kept singing the revised version of "my grandfather's clock for too big for the shelf, so it stood 90years on the floor", into "my grandfather's cock was too big for his pants... etc"
then i kept covering his mouth everytime he sings in on the train. :X

POSITIVISM
OPTIMISM

i lack.

needa be more happy.
i think im a very sad person, i always think pessimistic. and i realized that when i compare results, which i do, i automatically say "woah got xx people get full marks!" or "most ppl get higher!"

whereas my sister is.... "got XX ppl fail loh" or "got XX ppl lousier than me".

things to be done tmr: biz comm presentation. and OM term paper. both due friday. -faints-

need new clothes. long sleeve top for my preso. actually i'd rather wear coat, budden they dont have, so nvm.

yays thurs can go swimming with meiy! hehehe.. then gota go school. aha, shit man, there goes my 3day week.