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2007-10-31 -- 10:55 p.m.

am currently quite sick. at least for quite some time i haven't felt this weak. the last time i got caught in the rain, i went to hospital.. hahaa...
but i think im doing alot to prevent myself from falling more sick. eating pills, alot of water and alot of vit C.

today when meiy said "no wonder you no appetite ytd", and i didn't even realized that i didn't have appetite ytd. i felt so loved. hahaa... it's like, really nice to have someone who remembers little things.

duno y i've been quite emo lately. i tink i cried many times today. even when im not watching dramas. maybe cos im not well, and cos im quite sick of school, and i made meiy pist on mon, and my dear has no time for me.

anw.
never knew that watching your own presentation can be so...
horrible an experience.

firstly, i sound so weird.
haha, i think it's the same for everybody. we don't sound like how we think we do.

2nd..
im so blardy fat lah. my face looks swollen on screen. i hate to accept that i look the same in person. jk said i looked boxed. -sad-
need to jian fei!!!
haha, i've been saying this since i was born.

just thinking about the presentation makes me sad.

anyways.. meiy came to visit me today.
first, i must say that im so sorry, i didn't know that my hp couldn't call through. which is really weird. sorry you had to go sch so early in the morning cos of me. will give u my house no. :)
thanks for visiting me after school!! sorry i slept all the way though. -oops-
really couldn't stay awake at all. everytime i try to watch the show, i just end up sleeping. and hope u didn't get any germs! my room is quite infected by me already!
but hope you enjoyed the show! bet u must have cried!! i cried like crazy when i watched that few episodes!
and sorry for making u pist on monday! hope ur sis will stop being irritating.

yesss. of all the time, i'm watching dramas now.
i duno where i find the time.
im just really not in the mood to touch my books. at all.
exams are unbelievably near, and i really don't feel like it's coming. although i know that it is, it just doesn't feel like it.
maybe i really need to print out the monthly calendar so i can SEE it coming.

went to CC's place ytd.
thanks CC!!
first for lending me ur thumbdrive, then ur comp to watch the shit (presentation).
yea it's been a loooong time we met up properly.. haha..
no need to pack ur room lah. when she realized i was going in, she asked me to wait, cos we went to her room to cover the mess with a blanket. -goodness-
we chatted quite long. looks like i've missed out quite abit there! managed to get some updates from you ytd, although im sure there were much more! i tink it was really nice. i duno, haven't really had a chat for sometime. basically cos there's nothing much happening in my life.

i left her home about 1am. and it was raining outside. thanks for sheltering me with ur big umbrella to get a cab. IT'S WAS DAMN COLD. :X

the cab driver was very nice. told me the aircon is lowest, offered me tissue, and asked if my block has shelter where he can drop me. u hardly meet nice drivers nowadays.

my dear has been so very busy. he's got this project which has alot to do. and of course they procrastinated initially so they've got more to do now. he's been having his meeting in school until like 11pm.
so i really dont have time to meet him. although on monday, i know that he's very tired, so i drove to fetch him home from tuition. so at least i could meet him for a short supper. then go home cos biz comm on tues is at 8am.
so yah... i have to be an understanding girlfriend and not complain, because i know very well how much time and effort projects require. and very soon with exams, i duno. i just feel like sleeping forever.