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2007-11-21 -- 1:15 a.m.

haha, i suddenly feel like giving up exams.
madness.
im not even really studying.
but i can feel the tiredness if i were to start mugging.
so i don't want to start.
am i mad?

anw. dad's going vietnam AGAIN. he just came back from there on saturday.
will be sending my dad to the airport tmr.

tonight i shall not watch tv.
have been sleeping at 5 or 6am the past 2 or 3 days.
why?
cos i was hooked watching tv.

so today i made myself go back to my room after 10pm.
did some miscellaneous stuffs, like preparing what to bring in for open book exams.
packed my table.
think about weird stuffs.
drink tea.
just not studying.

dear friend of 15 years...
i have a feeling you've been quite bored
maybe a lil lonely..
don't be too emo ehh.. or you might go mad.. :D
im sure we'll fix up a time for catch up in dec..

i suddenly thought of lia.
i wonder how she's doing at work, with her family, her boyfriend and her friends...
it's been a real long time.

hon too.
will have to make time to catch up with her
go jalan jalan.

and also to meet ben and gary.
i owe ben a favour.. he's been really nice and helpful to my project..
and gary... i'll be waiting for turkey from Turkey.
mwahahaaa..

meiy and dear has been my pillars of support for the past very long time.
2 people i've grown to really treasure. whom i'll try to love them, and not wait for them to love me.

i guess people grow.
and im just beginning to start growing out of myself. heh.

i think i shld sleep earlier. 1.30am is good.

4 mins to 1.30am.

goodnight!