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2008-01-02 -- 12:51 a.m.

happy new year folks...

this yr's new year countdown was quite bad for me. hahs..
planned to go to shujin's place for a little party with own-cooked food. with the bunch of logs and their other halves.

but ben's down with fever. cos his bro spread to him and his other brother.
and he feeling real horrible. kinda refused to move at all cos he complained of body aches all over. then his grandma's quite poor thing. all 3 grandsons are sick, and she has to take care of them all.

so he spent most of the time in daze, or in pain, or in sleep. barely ate anything. fever was on and off. sweating like siao cos the grandma say have to sweat out.

so i watched alot of tv. and vivo city countdown on tv. then i decided to stayover.
his grandma made me change into really ugly clothes to sleep in. haha.. which was quite comfortable larh. but seriously UGLY. hahaa.. ah ma pants, in red.
me and ben slept in the living room. so poor thing. then I SO CLDN'T SLEEP. cos not used to it.
his brother's fone kept making noise like every 5min. so whenever i was about to fall asleep, i would be stunned by the noise. then the water dripping in the kitchen toilet was apparently quite loud at night.
then i set alarm at 5am, to make him take his medicine.
seriously didn't sleep well until daylight where i got abit better sleep. but with his grandma doing stuffs in the kitchen, and ppl walking around, which i was slightly aware of.

hope i dont catch the fever bug!

then got scolded by my mom .. so yea.. lalala.. haisssss..
what to do.
some people just don't understand.
sleeping over has nothing to do with making out, or even more lame, to have sex.
seriously la, cum'on, the whole family was at home.. we were sleeping in the hall, on 2 separate mattresses, all the room doors were open, and a very sick bf...
my goodness..
my only worries were that he cldn't recover AND that i'll fall sick the nx day..
my mom is too creative loh. just like how she imagine things about my dad.

and stupid JK... or should i say very smart JK in fact... just taught me how 'shag' meant to have sex, which i knew, but i also tot it meant being tired in general.

quite envious of those who can go overseas far far away. i wonder how the skies are different. and how even the air doesn't smell the same.

my tutee's dad recently told me how i made little impacts on my tutee. which made me really happy. like seriously. :) it's like i can smile from the insides of my heart. but teaching him was a little difficult, cos he doesn't quite like school and all. nice boy though. and very supportive family.

current work is quite rarrh. as in, it just feels as if there's just MORE and MORE to come. i dont feel overworked, but i feel underpaid. good lord dear has been helping, and encouraging me to hang on.. otherwise i was already ready to email her to tell her to find someone else. basically i'm not very good at what i'm supposed to do, so it's hard for me to trial and error in order to produce the work, it's also hard for her cos im not expert at it. she's nice a lady. she's very overworked. i do kind of pity her. young successful lady. but yea, that doesnt make me wanna overwork myself either. so, secretly, we gave her a nick name 'evil lyn', which sounds like her name. tt's how dear makes me laugh even when im so pek cek.

today, as in 010108, is our 2nd anniversary.
2 years has passed. too much has happened. so much laughter, and so much pain.
i do believe that i've found the one that could take care of me for the rest of my life. and that despite the conflicts that have existed and still exists, we really are in love with each other.

awwww...

chatting with some old friends now. busy lives, interesting happenings and all the sad stories to tell. sometimes i think... God has been really good to me.
born to an extremely loving daddy. super nice grandma who brought me up.
met many downs in life, only to enlighten me about the gems i've failed to notice around me.
extremely nice friends till date like meiy, lia, CC and some others nice but not too close ones.
had some nice times with different sort of guys/boyfriends, bad ones, good ones, ugly ones, ultra good looking ones, ultra nice ones, pretty rich ones, very poor ones...

to finally find one who made me differentiate infatuation from love. (although occasional gushing over damn cute guys is inevitable)

God gave me good people, good enough life, good results, and love. lots and lots of love.
i tink i should have my wedding party at Balaclava. haha... afterall it was my most happening 1year in my life and where i met my 'hubby'-to-be.

was watching the 9pm Golden Path or road just now, and the pretty girl got pregnant and that lousy guy made her abort. so i ask dear what wld he do if i got pregnant before we got married. and guess what he said.
"then we can buy a flat."

i must say dear's really cute. he bought me a dog lease.(hope i spelt it correctly).
BUT i dont have a dog. hahaa.. he wants to stick the top of the lease to a rod, so it's straight, and i'll FEEL like i'm walking my INVISIBLE dog. quite silly lar. but i really do want to have a dog so so much. too bad it's not allowed in this home of mine.

oshit... dear just called me, to say his fever is up again. 1.30am liao leh. 3rd day of fever. aiyoyo...
i wonder if it is dengue.. but i also duno lar. sighsss. lidat how how how...

sighss.. going to call him already.