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2008-01-19 -- 11:15 p.m.

it's been a little while since i blogged. cos there were too much changes and uncertainties over the past while, i just didn't feel like noting emotions now cos they change so quickly, as though they had a life of their own.

sch has passed for a week (more like 3days for me). and it's hell lot of problems, besides being super tiring.

just prior to sch opening, my sleeping hours were so screwed cos of alot of emotional burden, and also abit of the bidding worries.
the worst one ever was monday, i slept at 9.30am, and woke up abt 2pm.

as the week gone by, strong emotions settled themselves down and i gradually regained some sort of composure. though i haven't figured if this new-found acceptance of a peaceful life is a good idea.
'emo' may be the word for awhile.
i feel quite dephne nowadays. couldn't care less about anything else. just doing day-to-day activities (like school, tuition, go home) and spending more laughing times with good friends, doing things on impulse, following my instincts and slacking a whole lot, always a beat behind time.

the one new thing i realized. i hate smokers. haha.. bad guys used to be my fatal attraction. suave, vain, cold and aloof, usually happened to be smokers and drinkers, not the usual kind of guys.
but smokers are definitely going to be out. i wonder how i survived working at bala-the-smoke-chamber.

arugh school. having this strong urge to drop a module. feeling like i can't cope when i haven't even started trying to.
WHERE IS THE FIGHTING SPIRIT?!!!
hahs, never really in me.
if i were to drop a module, i'll drop MA first. I FELL ASLEEP IN HIS CLASS. he is soooo SOOOOOO BORRRRINGG... he talks at like 30words/min can?! roars. HE NEEDS WEBCASTS THAT CAN BE SPED UP!!!
MA lecture was just so hypnotic.

law is horrible. everyone seems to know what is going on. good thing is that she said she wont really follow the bell curve cos the group size is way too small.

did the house quiz from cc's blog. but i cheated lar. i didn't draw my house out. i just imagined how i'ld drew it.

The House

Here is the analysis:
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are good at making friends and when the joyful moment arrives, you make the most out of it.

You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You always have plans on your mind. This might cause a lot of stress if things don't go the way you expect. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

the one thing i find very true is about always having little plans in my mind, and i get really upset/pist off/stressed when i fail to follow it.
ben recently said maybe im a perfectionist.
someone who knows me afew years says im forgiving.

well, right now i just think im indecisive.
sitting right smack on the fence in the middle of two worlds. and happily trying to keep my balance along it(as though it was a wall).
there're no concrete paths on both sides, so whichever side i may take, i'll have to dig my way out like an obstacle course. how about just following the fence? mwahaha..

teevee time!!!
woke up at 8.30pm today. i wonder how long i'll take to right my bodyclock.