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2008-02-03 -- 11:10 p.m.

been pretty much on a emotional roller coaster over the past week or so. pms also isn't helping.

am at a moment in time when i see myself so irrational. losing cool and throwing fits in my room.

i might say the sudden immense pressure from school has pushed to only want to focus on that one thing, and disregard the rest. and anything else that irritates me will be my last straw in tolerance.

very uncool.
extremely bad.

right now i just don't like the other 2 female species at home. and feel extremely sorry for my dad.

and im also glad to have ben around. at least when im out of here, life feels very much normal out there.

school really has so much going on this sem. i find it unbelievable it's only week 3. for 2 reasons.
firstly. it's only week3 and so much has already been due and due-ing.
secondly. it's ALREADY week3 and very soon midterm testS will come and then the final examS.

kind of contradicting.

apb proj doing japan deflation. and i dont know anything abt deflation, esp not in japan. i tink i'd rather do subprime or something i at least have some rough idea of.

have been sleeping really early. like 10+pm on some weekdays. haha... wonder how i survived in JC sleeping after 12 and waking up at 6.30am.

CNY is just round the corner. i haven't had the mood to drop by chinatown to join in the squeeze.

really looking forward to the holidays. i tink i need to have that few days off to not do anything school-related, and not think about it at all for some time.

this is called self-delusion.

it's snickers' time.
(recent regular snack)