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2008-05-25 -- 1:12 p.m.

after all these while of silence, i'm beginning to be quite unsure of whether i'm single, or am still attached, but merely having a fight.
there were no clear boundaries drawn since the last time we spoke. and i don't know where i stand. am i already alone? and it's time to heal the remains of a broken relationship? or am i just waiting for things to be good again so life can go on?
life's too short. and grey areas like that can be annoying.
it's unbelievable how such simple questions can become so complex in my head.

anyways.
im so glad meiy went with me to jiewei's 21st party.
otherwise, i'll definitely be lost. it's rather deep into the estate from the main road.

and we WALKED in. and sweat sweat sweat. haha...

jiewei was so busy answering calls and giving directions, cos it's so confusing.

met this loud hailer whom i nv knew she was in BOTH of my tuition classes. haha.. quite funny to have her around, cos people's face changes everytime she says something.

haven't met some tuition friends for really long. quite good to see them again.

also good that meiy know Dax.. :D

then my SmartLab tutor went too.
i don't know. it's like... so happy to see him. deep down inside my heart. it's a weird feeling. really.
without Tony, my Os and As would definitely be horrible, As especially, considering there was 3 subjects, and i had tuition for 2 of them. sometimes i think, I'ld most probably not even be in uni if not for Tony. at least not in with 3As.
and what made me so happy was he came to say hi, and i asked "do you remember me?"
and he immediately replied, "yes, dephne"!!!!!!
seriously. he made my night.

this is meiy and i playing with my lousy camera...

and this is jie wei... who was told to shorten himself...

and the most funny part was the bday cake. it was lock. with a handle.
so meiy, me, and this other girl we met at the party were betting whether the handle is edible. hahaha..
so it is, and i lost. hoho... it's damn farnie...

oh i also met Chew Yan. she happened to be jiewei's JC's classmate. haha.. small world... :P

during the party, dan called to see if i was free for movies. cos he got pang seh-ed. and i was quite glad.. cos the party was rather sian lar. and very very hot. haha..
so dan came to pick meiy and i up at about 11pm.
meiy and i were both abit hungry, so we went to amk to eat 'supper'.
then dropped meiy off. and we went to yishun to watch Made Of Honour. quite nice. i almost cried.
came home about 2am... and it's quite weird to come home so late, and not having to call ben and say im home.

cancelled tuition today. i don't know why.
kind of lazy to get out of the house.

i hope tmr will be fun.
it's sentosa rotting day.
hopefully some drinks. and some sun.
i've been looking forward to drinks lately. although i haven't had much. more more more...

randomness.
i miss bala again.
and im tinking of going back, i duno if ibu will take me back. probably not, stupid koon always say im slow and lazy. rarrhs.