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2008-05-26 -- 10:19 p.m.

it was a rather weird feeling today.

i went to the zoo with meiy.
more photos to upload though.
that'll leave it for another day.

feeling rather internally constipated.

maybe cos i was supposed to go to the zoo with ben.
but i went with meiy instead.

was pretty tired today.
which might well explained my moodiness.

decided to take out the box where i put memories.
long wanted to, but nv really bothered to.
nor felt the need to remind myself of those past memories.

haven't had the courage to open the box at all.
it's sitting solemnly on my bed.
and even though it's still closed, i've already started to feel my nose twitch.
am i too afraid to see some things again?
because there might really only left to be kept in the box forever?
or what?

im beginning to feel my limits.
of endurance and willingness to hang on...

i really feel like swimming.
i like the feeling of floating
and weightlessness.