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2008-06-01 -- 2:37 p.m.

there is a stone in my path
and over time, it grows into a boulder.

and being not very athletic, i really haven't gotten myself over that obstacle.

and it seems another one will pop up if i attempt to remove this one.
and it's just never ending.

i've never cried so hard.
never been more aware of what i feel
and it's actually scary to know what you want, and what you cannot have, and who you really want.

but anyways
the drama's over
and there's still a kink.

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yoga tonight.
i hope i don't wake up with sore sore sore shoulders AGAIN tmr.
shoulders so sore it hurts so bad unhooking my own bra.

and!
bird park and night safari tmr with meiy!!
wheee~!! i hope to enjoy myself properly tmr!
not that the zoo was bad, just that there was alot on my mind.. and it wasn't very relaxing.

oh yes.
results.
i've got nothing to say.
it's quite disappointing.
but then.. it's not that bad, considering that i haven't deproved. because im practically stagnant, ever since i started uni.
kind of yucks.
no idea how to up my CAP. i thought i was pretty hardworking this sem already.
seriously, the accounting batch modules are suckers. they take up so much energy.. and the competition is so strong. and i only got B and B-. shld i just go take business and quit this accounting shit?
eug has a point. accounting modules are madly hard to score. you have a bell curve with 40people! and quite a handful of dean's listers... and.. how?!?!?!! rarrh.