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2008-06-10 -- 1:17 a.m.

ytd i read hon's blog. probably one entry in a year kind of blog. hahs.. im sure she's upset over ** ***... cos it has been the case since quite a long time.
and yes, we've booked a date next week for catching up before she starts her pharm intern...

today i read meiy's blog. also quite time since her previous. considering she's been rather moody, so i've been waiting for her to blog and vent some air.. hahs...
all's good..
you looked pretty good during yoga ytd! haha.. yoga's becoming more fun! :) all the funny postures coming up already. haha...

and yes, indeed 21 years is a long time to lived... in a sense.. of course we have at least 2-3 more 21years to go...
even then.. we only have 3 to 4 sets of 21years to live... it's pretty much enough time for you to get really sick of life..
considering most singaporeans' first 21years would consist of studying, studying and more studying.
you'll get really sick of your parent's nagging sometimes.
definitely of studying... and always wondering why you couldn't better. although it's coming to end in 2 years at most, for me.
and for singles to be sick of being single and wondering when the right person will come along.
and for those in a relationship, you'll be so sick of all the fights and whatever you cannot stand of your supposedly 'right' person who has came along.

actually
i feel that 21yrs has gone by too fast.
2 more years and uni is over.
then work.
then life will just pass you by after that.

the thought of that is sometimes quite scary.
one day i'll wake up with wrinkles,dull skin, white hair... and we'll be old, and feeble when we least want it to come.

i still tink relationships are trial and errors.
even for me right now.
2+ years spent with one guy. you might often feel quite depressed just thinking that these years will be totally lost youth, if things turned ugly.
especially when they almost did.
and if one day after many years you finally agreed that it's not a good choice to be tgt, then you'll realized you've just threw that many years of prime youth for dating out of the window.
in some sense.
although much has happened, many sweet and lovely.

random...!!!
time to watch my 命中注定我爱你 ep 13.. hehehe...